...ending the year the same way that I started it. Silly me for believing that things would be different this time. I am and will always be a failure.
I've promised myself that I will give myself a break over the holidays. I will treat myself with kindness. Let's see if I can keep *that* promise.
My ego is bruised and may be beyond repair this time. I'm tired of starting over, only to keep failing. I'm getting too old for this.
I want to change my life, but I don't know how. I've invested too much time and effort. I feel lost. I need to find my way once and for all.
